2 steps forth.... 1 step back

...atleast its just like that the whole thing feels like. Bluahhh
Whell... I should not complain, I have a work I realy LOVE, I have a greate and lovely son and friends that like me for whom I am. (atleast they say so. LOL)

Its just my depression that leads me to the dark side. Or... whatever.... One day up, one day down. I just hope this year will be more at the UP-side.
Need to start thinking for my self tho. Need to do things for ME and not for everyone else. Need to put me in the focus. hmpf.... its just that... just THAT is the big problem with me I think.

Was thinking yesterday btw what I should do in the end of MAY this year... Go for a trip somewere would be awsome. Someone want to join?

Ohhh the time.... need to fix dinner for me and my son now.
btw... its snowing outside. Finally! Hope it will stay this time...

the picture is taken outside my dads house 

 

in the beginning of jan-2012

Have a nice day, and dont be afraid to leave a coment..... its nice to see there is someone out there reading my diaryform of a blog... or ... what its now called. ;D //hugs and kisses //Neima